Natalie
That's my name. I'm lazy to elaborate stuff so let your imagination go wild. :)I live for Hibari Kyoya,Hiruma Yoichi,Kurosaki Ichigo, Music,Japanese Anime and chocolates. And I have strong distaste for oranges and Petty People.
Last but not least, I regard people who thinks life is sweet as DIMWITS.
Live a life nimcompoops and Ich libe dich my darlings.
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title: Soccer.  Bummer, how things gets embarrassing when it comes to the things you don't really know how to do, how things turn out the way you didn't expected and how friends build up their relationships using years with trust and it breaks away in just a second. I cherish you as my friend, but I didn't expect things to turn out this way. The person you're becoming now and in which I've no rights to care or say you. I wish we were close friends again. I miss the times we joke, the times we talk, the times we pour our troubles to each other and the time we play. Why did we drift? I'd wish I had the courage to tell you how I feel in your face but I don't. You know, you're making me feel inferior. And, I miss you as a friend. Monday 19/10 -Buffet, then a movie at Qk's house. Tuesday 20/10 -Inter class games day. Soccer sucks to the max, but its a cool sport. Discovered things that I wouldn't want to know, probably till the day I die. Total bummer. Wednesday 21/10 -in an hours time. I hope I'd shut my eyes from the things that I don't wanna see nor know. Please make it a better day. N. |
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title: Carelessness leads to horrible holiday  School life. >.< Ever so mundane. Hi mambos. I'm bored to the extent of dying. Well I'm still alive (thank god) or I won't be blogging. Anyhoo, I can't believe that I actually sprain my ankle again. What a loser! And because of that I had to spend the day at my grandma's. :C Its not like its not a good thing to visit my grandma (which i visit every sat), but today could have been self shopping day or sleeping day! What the fuck!!!!!! Hence the title of my post. I'm sick of watching anime, shall take a break from it. Should I take out my bandage and go bathe or go sleep till night time? Argh fuck. I'm shall decide later. Ending here. Please, let me lead a funnier life, this mundane shit is killing me. Lastly, note to self: people who seem nice, maybe the most hypocritical shit in world. I've witnessed one by myself. Fuck off bitch. N. |
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title: Nostalgia. I feel like a loser right now. Well, I am one, ain't I? The exams starts tomorrow, and here I am blogging. Loser. Oh great, it seems as though I'm gonna lose not one, but two friends. Someone, tell me what to do, 'cause I'm a sucker when it comes to this. Why do I have to go through all this stuff. Like seriously why? Why can't I be, a happy go lucky person who is a total idiot and oblivious to her surroundings so I won't have to feel the pain! For the love of god, why is this freaking life so fucking irritating and hard to control? WHY?
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title: Nutella Nuts. I think I'm going nuts. No, not turning into nut but going CRAZY. Seriously, I wish my brain would stop functioning for like at least 1 sec so I could stop thinking so much, letting stupid things running through and making myself feel paranoid. I must say, I must be the reincarnation of the thinker (not that I'm as great as him, so great to become an artefactual item in the museum and I don't even know if he really exist), is just that I'm THINKING TOO MUCH! EOY's coming up, I hope my hard work wouldn't be futile. Hope the results will be a good one.
And lastly to someone, you may not know it is you and you may think its you but this message is only to this person: I know you wouldn't be reading my blog or maybe you will, well once in a blue moon but I still wanna say this to you. We haven't been talking lately.(Well,not that long but since the start of this week.) And sometimes, we seem so close and sometimes, you're just damn cold to me, colder than ice.Did I do something wrong to make you angry or something? I remember you said you'll never get angry at me cause I'm your ___________. I hope we could talk, like the way we used to, and the way we've always enjoyed. N. |
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title: Loser Viewer discretion is advised on this post. This maybe a lengthy post and there maybe EMO stuff (Dang! I shouldn't have watched how to be emo by Ryan Higa a.k.a nigahiga. But I still love him and he's cool. :D)So if you can't take it, DON'T READ!
School's BORING! I feel like quitting school. Nah, JUST KIDDING! :p Anyway, I was thinking and thinking and thinking and thinking and thinking and thinking and thinking and thinking and thinking (Skip this part if you can't take it.) and thinking and thinking and thinking and thinking and thinking and thinking and thinking and thinking and thinking and thinking and thinking and thinking and thinking and thinking and thinking and thinking and thinking and thinking and thinking and thinking and thinking and thinking and thinking and thinking and thinking and thinking and thinking and thinking and thinking and thinking and thinking and thinking and thinking.... About millions of stuff. I think I'm the disciple of the thinker. :C Lots of crazy stuff went into my head. Yeah, lots. Why am I blogging? I should be watching Eyeshield 21 now. I think I have A.D.D. Nah! :D If you are thinking what is A.D.D, it is.... Nah, go find out yourself, I'm not gonna tell you! :D While I was thinking, I realised that I did lots of stupid things. And I realised that I haven't been talking to someone for a long long time.( Not very long la.) And it just feels very weird. We used to go out together, talk like long lost buddies, crack stupid jokes, sms each other though we're just in front of each other and lots of other stuff. And I realised that for a long time, we didn't talk. Even if we did, its just a few words. Argh, seriously I dunno what to do. And sometimes, I feel that I've neglected a friend for another. And I'm a failure at counseling. Damn it, these things are killing me... I wish I wasn't thinking so much. shall end here. Bye. N. |
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