Limits.

10:27 PM

I always told myself to bear with it, as things would change for the better. But I was wrong. I could no longer see what's in front of me. Everything's a blur. Its as though I've lost all of my priorities. I was proud, I always thought those minor stuff could never hurt me, but I was wrong. I always thought crying was stupid, well till now. I see no point pouring your tears out till your eyes becomes your natural waterfall and after that it becomes damn swollen. I think I stuffed too much things up into heart... Now I just can't breathe. And soon the things just turn into anger. Everything is just hard to put into words. Sometimes, you just wanna hear someone's voice so badly that you call him/her without any rhyme or reason. And it turns out that the person just offends you with a sentence and your world turns upside down. My ears have shut themselves and my eyes are blinded. I see no truth, I see no lies. Everything is just so hard to predict. I hate you but I love you at the same time. You're the only one in the entire world, who is strong enough to make a crack on my heart. But still not strong enough to break it. You're probably, worst than the phantom.

I need you, but your actions are making me weak. Its as though we're not as strong as we used to be.
N.

hope you recover soon NAT !

9:26 PM

HOHOHO! Hiie Nat's daily readers ! enqi here to post for nat again -.-' she's total lazy to update her blog !! ROAR !! -.-' okay , so today had training , and Nat came too !! woo !! how great !! training was so slack today !! so , B'girls went to AVA to watch the video of themselves playing with Paris Ris Sec ... hohoho , while they watch , we were training with the RJC girls ... HAHA!! seriously saying arhs , they very noob ehs ! OPPS ! HAHA ! lol . then i think coach let them watch the video , then coach came to ISH , then he trained us with the RJC girls the he spiked to us , then must receive and stuffs luhs . then it's our turn to go AVA to watch some video thingy about positions and stuffs luhs ! then it's air con room mah , then we all sweat a lot , then super cold luhs ! OMG !!! they seniors watch the video le , then they were telling me and sindy that we gossip a lot ehs !! lol .. talk a lot .. . kai xin say like watching comedy like this .. lamo -.-' HAHA!! then after we watch finish everything le , then off we go !!! went to TP have lunch , saw kai xin and danw there too -.-' then homed !! EH NAT! faster recover hors !wanna play with you hor !! FASTER LUHS !!

Can Die. -.-

12:08 AM

I've ran out of ideas for my title. So here's a ah beng one. LOL. (wtf am I typing?)
Anyhoo I,
SLEEP,SLEEPING,SLEPT,HAD SLEPT,WAS SLEEPING, AM SLEEPING...
today. For the entire day. tsk. -.-
Can't believe that my life is so boring.
Love is blind and I'm not blinded by it.(Random)
tsktsktsktsktsktsktsktsktsk. -.-
I'mma goo training 2morrow. But not playing.
GET WELL MY ANKLE! FOR YOU I'VE BEEN EATING THOSE HORRIBLE CHINESE MEDICINE. *DIES*
BYE.
*POOFS*
N.

volleyball , by Nat!

9:39 PM

en qi here ! currently blogging for Nat ! that lazy girl! is so lazy to update her blog ! GRRRR!OH okay so , today had training , hmm , the B' girls had friendly match with Pasir Ris Sec . OHOH!! and coach actually took video of the B' girls playing match with them !! HOHOHO!! Sindy was the one who took the camera and take them !! haha! so , first match , our B' girls won! 28 - 26 ... then second match dunno how much luhs , but i think very close also ... but they lost la ...OHOHOH!! and Nat sprained her ankle again! ): sad !! hope she recover soon !!! gonna miss her !! SHIT YOU LA NAT ! then after their second match , coach ask the C' girls so go for PT again! run stairs and do push ups again! this time , we must finish in 20 mins! so ran 120 floors and did 225 push ups together !! we did PT while the B' girls continue playing match , they lost again 23 - 25 . but it's okay , they did well i can say , the same as the C' girls la , win 1 match , lose 2 match ... haha! SENIORS! you all did well although you all lost ! (: it was tough though :P okay , then after we ran the stairs , we did serving then play 4 people match ... lol ...and then the B' girls got punished! they do a lot of things!! worst then our PT la ! they suppose to do , 600 crutches, 71 x 18m of push ups and 95 laps of suiside run. WOW! how amazing right ?! coach gone mad !! but coach went off early , so , they cheated ! bad example man !! haha! joking joking ! while they were doing their punishments , we the C ' girls were playing so happily in the court ! haah! then after a while of playing , we got to keep the nets and stuffs already then we nvr keep then we cao le !! aahah! then went AMK hub with M , C and S , OHGREAT! M bought her sis green bean soup again .. -.-' okay, then after eat finish , cao le ! then bye !! okay! that's all for today ! but about Nat's stuffs? i dont know anything! woots ! kays ! signing off here !!NATALIE !! must recover soon okays ?!?! loves you ! :P

Phantom Of The Opera

10:34 PM

Seriously, today is weird. I have like thousand and one stuffs to blog about, but everything just disappears when I start typing. Anyhoo, I can't believe I ate 2 bowls of rice today. Guess I was damn hungry... And now, I still want supper. Tsk, maybe I'm under an amount of unbelievable stress and I don't even know it. *dies* Anyway, sometimes, do you ever miss someone till extend of going nuts? Imagine, you have a boyfriend. And he doesn't have a freaking phone. (That's the worst scenario for all girls,well not for me). And then everyday, you just hope that he'll either call you or text you. Till one day, you totally gave up guessing where he is and what he's doing and start feeling nonchalant. Well, that's what's become of me.
Okay, ignore what I'm saying. I can't recall what I wanna type so I'm just typing crap. tsk. -.- Training tomorrow. I can't stand my suck-ish spiking skills, got to work harder than usual. Sayonara peepos. *poofs*

You're like the phantom and I'm just like Christine. You know my every move, but I don't know yours.
N. (TEEHEE)

MIA.

10:26 PM

New Moon was GREAT! I think I'm nuts. ____ is missing again. Nic, you're the only one I have now.

Just where are you? Can you at least freaking just give me a call?
N.